the dream
Saturday, December 8, 2007

yesterday night i had a nightmare. as one would probably know, dreams are hard to recall, something makes them vanish from memory very quickly. but this was especially vivid and i made a point to remember it. so that i could write it down, of course.
i cant remember how it began, but in any case i was visiting Meridian Junior College with a few friends, those like mark, yichen, joel and his group of councillors, namely xavier, cheryl, niki and the lot. i cant remember why we were there, but im sure we were there as post-secondary students who wanted to see how it was like. for some reason i had a strong craving to actually follow the life of a JC student, and it just so happened my ex-AV senior member Eugene was there. Eugene wasnt a guy whom i talked to much, he was short and seemed to hang out with more or less beng company while i still saw him two years ago. nevertheless in the dream we seemed to be close friends. he showed me around for some bit, and something happened that he had to leave me. so i joined back the usual suspects, but for some reason i had a falling out with my brother joel. he got very angry and told me to leave the group. he and mark were laughing as i slinked away from them, while the rest just sat and didnt lift a finger to help. so i walked down a staircase, but it happened to be crossed with visible trip lasers, that upon too frequent contact alerted a teacher that i was in the premises of the school, something i suddenly was not allowed to be doing. i ran as joel continued laughing and i ended up meeting Eugene again, who showed me more JC stuff. all of a sudden this teacher saw me and demanded to know why i was there. i told her i was doing a survey on the demographic of students in JC. she proceeded to bombard me with questions, with each question befuddling me more until she told me i was not making any sense (in a malevolent tone) and then i woke up. as always, i proceeded to analyse the nightmare. i have done so, and know every part of why the dream played out as how it did. but im not going to say what the events were influenced by in my life. you think you can come up with conclusions as to why i dreamt this? keep thinking.

1) obviously because im scared of whether i may make it to JC and how i might fit in if i do.

2) because joel and i obviously argue a lot and he refuses to let me join in when he goes out with councillors.

3) because an AV reunion has been proposed but i dont feel like going to it.

posted by joseph at 10:27 AM

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