so i just read flakk's blog. i felt really saddened. suddenly i got a tang of the feeling of loneliness that i felt some time ago, the same one that makes me know i will miss my old friends. and i also concur, that i didnt feel that so-called liberating feeling after my last paper. many people around me were yelping for joy and i felt happy. but really deep down i knew it was artificail and that the only reason i was feeling this was was because i knew it was appropriate to. that it was the correct reaction after crossing such an immense hurdle. i worry naught for my O level results right now. all i care about is how i need to hang on to my friends while i still can, and what to do, here and now.